Fanart fart by breakingreflections
Some days, my sexuality is so confusing and frustrating.
As soon as I’m old enough I’m getting far away.
I’m sick of your shit mum, I’m really sick of it.
You wanted a normal family, we are not normal.
You complain that I’m unhappy all the time but that’s
Because you’re trying to make me someone I’m not.
You said you pity me when I came out as an atheist and
You said you would be disappointed if I was gay.
Well I like girls mum, most often a lot more than boys.
I’m sorry that I failed you.
I failed me too.
I had a bad day today, I really wanted someone to be my Prince Charming and pick me up and take me away… But I didn’t want that either. God I can’t wait to dye my hair orange again.
does it mean I’m not pretty enough if he wont hold my hand when we go on dates?
does it mean I’m not good enough when i fail and do things he hates?
does it mean I’m not strong enough when i change who i am for him?
does it mean I’m not happy enough when he makes me feel so grim?
It’s a nice feeling being loved.
It’s like being a little kid standing on a tall ledge,
And someone is there ready to catch you.
But instead of doubt there is faith.
For the first time since I was eight I have complete faith in a person.
I may get scared that they might leave me or I won’t be good enough.
But I have faith in them.
It’s stupid really….